never......

you will never come back to me, and you can't do it. please stop doing so, you comfort me like this. if i can't see you again, really wanna forget all about you that hold me, whenever i wanna laugh, you make me cry, u keep me from doing even one thing as i want. whenever i miss you, i break down like this.  even trough i try to forget, icannot do it. i love you, i didn't realize loving one is so hard like this, and i will continues to love you. just keep you are memory, because i i'll carry our memory to my grave. I loved the same person twice, the only thing I can think of is having him back alive. I don’t care if he doesn’t love me, or if he can’t remember. I just want him to live, mom you said I’d pay a price I’ill pay that price.  I love you… I have until now, and I will continue to love you. Just keep me in our memory. Because I’ll carry our memories to.